Rox (Oakbrook, Il)

I LOVE YOU DAD! I wish you were still here! You promised to teach my kids how to swim ( and then i said dad, u dont know how to swim… haha). You made me laugh so much and were the most interesting person i have ever met. We had discussions in the past, and you were right, dont trust him. I love you, miss you and miss having a dad that wore his heart on his sleeve. No lies, honest truth and would be there for his kids anytime! You were great. I wish we could have coffee again, miss u . You were so fun to spend time with, i will never forget it. Love you! Please watch over me and my kids. If you knew, i still dont know the whole picture but its not good. I know you and you would NOT be happy. Btw, your tulips you made me plant are still blooming 10 years later. I look back and currently, you were a very thoughtful man, and only wanted the best for his kids. I admire that on so many levels. I always knew even as a child you would protect me. Praying that this all stops. The only person who really destroyed things said he was a direct descent of yours, single and filed before we buried you. I think i was still crying then and couldn't even fathom the idea of money. I didnt care about filing things. YOU were right the entire time, the first encounter, you said “i don't trust him, plus hes extremely arrogant for no reason”. but you wanted me to be happy. If only you knew what that person did to your own family. I wouldn't even do it to a complete stranger. Its beyond wrong.and i miss having my brothers beside me. Miss laughing with them. That person destroyed many relationships i had behind deceit. Especially my brothers. I miss laughing with them, listening to rock and making amazing meals. I do love them very much. And now, it is a new plan of this person and it is scary. I have no idea what he did or is capable of. I mean he wasn't even your son and filed multiple estates under your name and claimed he was a direct descendant of yours. Its just sick. And sociopath rings the bell. I had no idea what he did. He didnt let me have my own bank account, a private phone/ email and when he got upset with me he cut off my credit card ( only one). I couldn't even pay my gas. I pray, and i LOVE you so much!!! Miss you. Even hearing your voice. I just wish you were around. You made me laugh, loved our conversations about everything; news, religion, politics, food and of course many jokes. You were the best! Miss you to pieces. I just wish i could have at least one more day with you. We shook the day you dies for 10 more years. I know it wasnt realistic but i really wanted you in my life. Today my kids mentioned they wished they met you, i said me too. Because i know you would love them so much! - sending my love xoxox